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Decade of Pain

by Boors

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So this i tell you I want to lose myself in everything: in love and loss and war and hate it's all so numb it's all so numb but it's gonna be this time Yes it's gotta be this time cause this time it's gonna be Feeling when i lose control of myself and i know that i know and i know that i don't know why but it's all that i know and i don't know why I want to numb myself don't want to know myself anymore and knowing all this talking it gets to be too much when the fear of having nothing's too real for me the only true contentment's feeling out of touch and feeling when i lose control of myself and i know that i know and i know that i don't know why but it's all that i know and i don't know why
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I can feel you when my heartbeats slow Keep letting it ring Let me hear it one more time Once more and again and again But don't you know it's a gas when the heartbeats slow like a rhythm a rhythm of glass and don't you know it's a gas when the heartbeats slow
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Do i really feel this coming on Is it the day is it today I really need somebody to pull me through this decade of pain Talk to me, are things the same here it's nothing but grey and what a fitting welcome to this decade of pain
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This Time 03:06
This time i won't put my faith to nothing this time i won't feel this weight again they say it gets better somewhere i'm waiting for the answers still it won't be this time
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Ten Years 04:06
Sometimes these thoughts surrounding my once clear visions they start to go and you feel i'm getting nowhere but i fear the things i know cause it's hard when the walls have painted numbers and it's hard when you know that door will close i've got ten years now i see it in colors a faint loss in heavy rows I try and wait until you figure it out but the pressure to change is way too much i don't want to try and figure it all out or find the difference between right or wrong cause this time i've seen what i can take a small loss of life is a common mistake i don't wanna try to figure it all out hold on, i'll pick things up
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Maybe it's my biology i hate the quick apology i'm lying in the grass with death and love and thoughts like that i know it isn't easy to show they say this feelings gonna last but this ones come and gone too fast i've kept it all inside no need to question why i know this should be easy to show I'll stick around and hope you notice some empty thoughts are loaded i'll lay em out to see maybe it's my biology i know this should be easy to show
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Try this out for just one day a sequence already known i think a little just to feel my pain i like to break things off it's not my pride that gets in my way but the feelings i have to show these rash decisions i have to make i'd like to tell me no tell me no Isolate myself thinking that's okay i really just want for more cause maybe i just feel that i'm still part of your brain I've seen this happen before and i said i'm watching everyone can i want for everyone no
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Another Sign 03:16
Is this not enough the touch just don't mean much i thought you said someday i thought you said someday you didn't see me now i figured out and somehow it's not an easy stay it's not an easy stay it's not all you can see revealing heart so easily bleeds i won't apologize i won't apologize again things are my fault you're not wrong this is the result it's not another sign it's not another sign i know i was so out of line though they wave on i know it's fine to look the other way to look the other way is this not enough the touch just don't mean much i thought you said someday i heard you said someday
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Where's the torch as a guiding light it's dancing and waving i'm still here i'm still here Exit and Re-Entry But in these hours we search for answers into which we cling in these shallow hours the thought of death's such a curious thing and when i'm low i'll take you with me to bring you there and when i'm low i'll take you with me so i'm never alone Exit and Re-Entry
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Closing In 02:51
I feel it all closing in here on the floor your love's the same and then it starts all over again unending violence, passion and shame i feel it all closing in and then it starts all over again and then it starts all over again Look to someone hope for something to change unending violence towards the people we blame and then it starts all over again unending violence, passion and shame i feel it all closing in i feel it all closing in i feel it all closing in

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released June 14, 2018

Jon Scott - right guitar, vocals
Tony Tibbetts - left guitar
Frank Gilleese - bass
Chelsea Ellsworth - drums

recorded in Tony's dad's art studio by Chelsea Ellsworth
mixed by Chelsea Ellsworth
mastered by Alex Wright

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